December 23, 2009:  Finding the Way to Feeling Good

 Feeling good is my primary job now and I have the luxury to truly focus on that because, frankly, training the brain into a different paradigm is a challenge.  Sometimes attempting to focus on what feels good does not feel good because our dominant vibration wants to prevail.  We haven’t been taught to focus and we usually allow what is going on around us to dictate how we feel and that brings us more of what is going on around us which dictates how we feel which draws more of what is going on around us…you get the picture.  Law of Attraction in action.

Case in point…today I feel good…doing my journaling, etc,.  Doing a good job launching myself into a new day feeling enthusiastic you could say.  Even Walgreen’s saying that my insurance company denied my prescription for a generic only mildly interrupted my mojo.

Then a good friend calls me and has to reschedule a meeting time from today until Monday and the parade came to a screeching halt.  Monday is nearly next year!   What about today?  Now I love this friend.   He’s been with me through thick and quite a bit of thin over the summer. 

 My dominant vibration switched from parade mojo to rejected wallflower which is a very tried and true vibration.   Maybe he’s tired of my ass.  Maybe he’s really not busy but just needed an excuse to not see me.  We have been seeing a lot of one another.  He’s so sweet he just didn’t want to hurt my feelings.   The stick poked through the balloon and I was dobbing my eyes.

 But I know too much now to keep myself there.  Constance, Dear One, I say to myself.  You are allowing old insecurities to take over.  You are not a pathetic loser friend and you can find the good feelings again and so here I am and I do feel better.  But I had to really focus on a better feeling thought.

 When I feel good I run into interesting people.  When I’m feeling good I get the green lights.  When I’m feeling good I can find the parking place I need.  When I feel good the check out line goes faster.  When I feel good traffic doesn’t bother me.  And most of all when I feel good I’m allowing the universe to deliver to me what I am wanting. 

 When I’m feeling good I become more of a vibrational match to what it is that I am wanting and so I’m allowing the Law of Attraction to bring it to me.  If I’m cranky I’m not a match to what I want.  If I’m angry I’m not a match to what I want.

 And so feeling good is not only just a better way to be in the world because it feels good to feel good,  it’s the way to everything we want.  It brings the saying that we are our own worst enemy to a whole new level.

 Peace and Blessings, Connie