December 21, 2009:  Connecting with Source Within

 Coming home to the Source within is definitely making a difference with me.   My mornings have a totally different character.  Rather than waking up and bracing myself at some level for the morning’s dismal playground of the mind and figuring out how to do damage control on my own negative self talk I’m beginning to know that it’s time to re-boot with Source.

 At night we return to our non-physical beings and refresh ourselves from being in physical form all day with all of the stresses we place on ourselves.  But waking up entails a focusing into the physical body again…a kind of rebirthing every morning is going on. 

So, with the knowing that I need not judge the process and allow myself to just wake up and re-boot I’m more curious rather than negative.  I woke up this morning and just felt blank…a tabula raza.  I let it be.  Then I began looking for the connection which is a feeling…any kind of feeling.  It’s kind of like looking for breadcrumbs to follow to the connection.  I knew there were tears somewhere in the mix but not strong and I began to journal, listen to some music and wait.

 I think I’ve become really good at not judging my tears at this point because I do know their value as a connection to Source and at least a starting point from feeling blank.  So as I have coffee and just enjoy the luxury, the ability to sit and wait for that conscious connection on a Monday morning, I closed my eyes and in the quiet I felt something, a quickening you might say, or a higher vibration pass through my body from my head down.  It wasn’t mind blowing but it was definitely there and I felt it.  The Connection.  The ramping up.

 I wrote out my intentions for the day and reminded myself that I would look for better feeling thoughts when ever I can today because that process of letting go of whatever is holding you and releasing it to something that feels better, that process is the centerpiece of creation.

 And as I write this I want to really get a good run on that thought and fill it out next time.  Have a wonderful Monday, Brave Ones.

 With Love, Connie