April 30th, 2010:  Keeping On

It’s evening.  I don’t usually write in the evening but I wanted to.  Earlier today I helped a neighbor get his sick cat to the Vet.  He was visably upset and clearly needed some support and I was glad to give it.  3 hours later when we were finally on our way home and the sky looked yukky and the weather was curiously warm and I was feeling so tight in my jeans and the Vortex spit me out.

What I do know about being spit out of that good feeling place is that I am feeling what is called contrast.  Contrast is that feeling that is not what you want to feel.  What I also know is that automatically I’m shooting off thoughts of wanting to feel better…get my ass back into the Vortex better.  And what I also know is to do that I need to soothe myself.  I can do that by accepting where I am…just not feeling so hot.

Then to soothe me I can think of how far I’ve come in the past few weeks and how well I’ve been doing and how I’ve been able to stay or return to the Vortex with very little effort.  Because of Law of Attraction if I can continue to think of good thoughts, more good thoughts will come, like I’m thinking about the road trip I’m planning for September, the friend I will be seeing tomorrow, the  movie I plan to see tomorrow, the comfort of my bed, the amazing opportunity I have now to just “be” and not have to go to work every day.  I can also know that I will be in the Vortex soon because I’m feeling better already and then I think of the fact that I know the Universe has my back and that so many possibilities are in my future and I know that it is going to be good.  I know this because it already has been good.  Yesterday I made a list of things I’ve manifested since I left my job last spring and I was amazed at the good things that I’ve created in my life during a time when I was really struggling. 

And so I feel much better, thank you very much.  I don’t know if I’m Vortex material just now but I trust contrast more.   It creates that opportunity to stretch myself into a new place and when I feel that I’m sucked right into the Vortex!

So, I proofed what I’ve written so far and in the process the Vortex just sucked me right in.  Yes!  The next time you don’t feel so hot try purposefully to focus yourself into a better feeling place.  It’s not rocket science and it’s the key to creating the life you want.

With love, Connie