April 7th, 2010:  It’s Good to Want

Most of us don’t realize what our beliefs are let alone how deeply they are embedded.  I’ve been working on feeling good and feeling good about what I believe is coming for me.  Focus is key.  Focus on feeling good and focus on anything that will put you in the zone of Well Being.  Some days that is easier than others.

Listening to Abraham (see side panel) is soothing to me and many times will give me that boost into the “zone”.  And today I came to a deeper appreciation of a belief I was holding.  Like many of us I came me a “lack” perspective.  In other words a shortage perspective.  There is not enough for everyone, we could run out, we ARE running out…of whatever.  This was reinforced at home from parents who lived through the depression and their reality confirmed this belief.  There just isn’t enough. 

Now an offshoot of this is you might as well not want too much because 1) it just isn’t there for you and (2 having is closely connected with sin in some way and 3) it’s better not to want that to just be disappointed.

I know I’d grown up with that to the point that I just decided it was better not to want much of anything.  It’s good to be appreciated of what I have but don’t push it.  This has been changing as I allow myself to have dreams and feel my life changing.

This morning I realized on a deeper level that it is good to want.  Not is it just good to want but essential to want.  That’s why we came here…to want and to create.  As we want and as we create we expand all that is.  We are on the front edge of expanding the Universe.  Our creating out here on the leading edge of consciousness assures eternity.  We are God Force, Source Energy and we came here to create.

So, our very existence is connected with wanting and creating.  This put me in the zone just thinking about it and when that happened I realized that I had been carrying remnants of  false premises.

I can feel myself relaxing into the goodness of desire, the sacredness, if you will, of wanting and I breathe deeply into that.

Have a great day.  Dream. Desire.  Know its goodness. 

With Love, Connie