I seriously want to move to New Zealand!  The minute I stepped off the plane in Auckland I felt the pull.   I’m back in Milwaukee now and was flying high on fumes from a wonderful cruise in New Zealand, a jaw dropping experience with Abraham (see side panel) and armed with new desires and choices.

I’m in limbo today and I don’t like it.  That space between wonderful and what’s next without a clue.  On top of that the “wonderful”  included summer in New Zealand and it’s bitter winter in Milwaukee and I’m watching the snowflakes travel horizontally past my window.

When I get in a space I don’t like I return to what I know for sure.  What I do know is that this so called “reality” which includes the horizontally travelling snow flakes is actually past tense.  I must keep remembering that.  Everything is vibration before it manifests.  Everything is thought first.  In fact thought is the smallest particle of matter.  (I really encourage a trip to What the Bleep do We Know in either movie or book form to get your brains around that.)  When thought manifests into form as in the “reality” around you it is your past tense.  

What is truly present tense is in your Vortex of creation…that place where your Source energy resides.  We are primarily vibrational, Source energy and a piece of us is focused here in physical reality yet the larger part of us is that Source/God force energy.  Abraham says that humans have “what-is-itis”.  We are so wedded to what we are seeing, touching, tasting and smelling that we become distracted from who we really are, Source Energy in physical bodies.

So, when I come back to Milwaukee after a literally mind/life altering experience I get too wrapped up in what is and forget that I am Source Energy and most of me is not concerned with Milwaukee but is living in my creative real time or my Vortex of creation.  That is the place where I’m wanting to go, where, through a lifetime of knowing what I DO want by discovering what I DON”T want I have collected and amassed an abundance of what it is that I’m wanting.  For those desires to manifest I must become a vibrational match to everything I’ve put there which, in the here and now translates into feeling very VERY good about who I am and where I’m going.  It means getting in touch with the God Force that I am.

So, my work today is to lift myself vibrationally out of the Milwaukee reality around me and lift myself to that Connie who is much bigger than what is around me and feel myself, take the emotional journey to who I really am and where all that I have lived has amassed for me.  I am THAT Connie first and foremost, and when the cruise is over, when the external excitement fades, that is the time to remind myself to who I really am.

And that is a very good thing.  In fact to be able to feel good and not have how I’m feeling dependent on what or who is around me is my goal.  Becasue when  I can truly get there, everything else  I want  follows as well.  It’s the Law of Attraction.  When I am a match to what it is I’m wanting it has to come.  It is Law.

And when I DO remember who I am, it is such a high, and I’m getting a glimpse of it as I’m writing.  When I feel that high, the gap closes between my physical self and my Source self.   And I feel at one with Source.  That high feeling is why we came.   To be in physical bodies and yet feel the Source energy that we truly are.   It’s creating at its best!  It is truly who we are.

I want to thank all readers for your kind comments.  They are a boost to me when I need it and  feel really, really good.  Cheers, Mates!

With Love, Connie

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