November 29, 2010:  Fun?…Fun!

Until recently the word “fun” seemed rather strange to me.  What is fun?  There isn’t even a translation for fun in Spanish.  For Americans fun seems rather fluffy or frivoless or something outside the serious business of the success of oneself whatever the hell that is.  Or if there is fun present, there usually is alcohol present as well, for adults.

Then I have this bumper sticker from Abraham (see side panel) that says, “Life is supposed to be fun.”  So what is that?  I’ve had it on my fridge for the longest time.  I’d like to announce that I’m finally getting it…this “fun” thing…and I’m diggin’ it.

It slipped in on me sideways, connecting the word fun with my experience.   It was being able to connect with my Source within that cracked it for me.  So as humans we have two points of perception.  We have the physical point which is the most obvious and then we have the non physical part of us.  Some would call this Soul or Spirit or Source or God.  And this part of us is the larger part.  Our physical selves are extentions, are points of focus of the larger non physical part of us.

When we can get in touch with the Source part of us and see the world from the eyes of Source we are “in the Vortex” and it feels amazing.  It feels like love, it feels like who we truly are.  It’s truly a blending of physical and non physical and we feel whole.  A long time ago I heard somewhere that the human experience is dealing with the hole we feel, the empty part of us.  Well that is true if we do not know that we are extensions of Source energy, that we are God force and once we can access this vibration then no more hole.  Period.  Not that we do not loose this perspective now and then…especially if we watch television a lot.

After much focusing over the past year and accessing the Source part of me on a regular basis, I’m finally living the blending of physical and Source energy that I came here to live.  And…I’m getting the feeling of fun.  When I’m not worried about how my dreams are going to manifest, when I’m feeling free, when I’m feeling in the pulse of a larger picture of what I’m physically looking at then living has a lens of “fun” over it.  The best way I can describe it is to think about how I felt many times as a child…free, playing, in the moment, not running the hamster wheel of worry…just being. 

That feels like fun to me and the neatest thing is that everything else is frosting on the fun cake.

With Love, Connie

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