November 17, 2010:  After 3 Days She Arose

So, after chasing the tail of my Vortex, or the feeling of alignment for three days I finally remembered an Abraham (see inset) conversation in Los Angeles and I swear it was Drew Barrymore  asking Abraham a question but…[Aside:  Drew’s movie, Whippit, was so Abraham-like I believe she is an Abrahamster as we have been coined by a friend of mine.  I wish I could take credit for that one.]  Anyway the woman who sounded like Drew wanted Abraham to tell her what she should be telling herself at an audition when she really wanted the part.  In other words what is the best energetic stance to take in that situation.

Abraham replied that she could put herself in a win/win situation.  If she gets the part she can celelbrate her accomplishment.  If she doesn’t get the part she can tell herself that what she is wanting is taking a bit more time to put all of the pieces together in such a way that requires not getting this part but she will benefit greatly in the long run.

That remembering hit the bullseye for me.  I had a large disappointment along my trail of dreams and it truely was like not getting the part in the audition.  But when I remembered that this was a part of getting something even better down the road I finally “took the bounce” and slid back into alignment with the greater part of me which is Source energy.

The Source me or God within me was already poised for the next step and mini me got bogged down with disappointment.  But here’s the great part…coming back into alignment with Source energy is like or must be like taking a hit off the opium pipe because it feels just that good.  And after all that is why we came to this time space reality in the first place…to smoke opium.  No, we came to experience contrast and then expand to Source energy again.  In that expansion I was contributing to the total expansion of the Universe.  Now just think about that.

When we choose to come here what we ultimately do is to volunteer to have this experience that contributes to the total expansion of the Universe.   We do that through our experience of what we do not want.  Hopefully when we get whaked out we eventually feel better and we’ve all had those experiences when the sun comes out again and life is good.  We’ve just expanded the whole of the collective Universe and that is incredibly cool.  If we don’t succeed in feeling better we just get crabbier and crabbier until we crap our way into a nursing home and “croak” as Abraham says because we are eternal beings and there is not death.  And when we croak we emerge at once back into pure positive energy and WHAT A RUSH that is.

Abraham says that if we knew what a great rush death is that we wouldn’t be giving out the death “penalty” to those people we think deserve a punishment.

I’ve said a mouth full here but I just mainly want to stay in my return to the Vortex alignment.  AAHHHHHHH!

With love, Connie

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