October 11, 2010:  A plane going 500 mph….

Before I get to the plane I just want to say that I went through the comments to this blog.  For those of you who are enjoying this I thank you.  It really feels good to know that I’m actually giving someone something…and then I’ve gotten tons of xanax and oxycontin spam…I mean on and on and on!  At first I wondered what about me was attracting this?  You know the Law of Attraction…that which is like unto itself is drawn.  (See side panel with Jerry and Esther Hicks.)  Perhaps it’s my  active wish all  of the time to feel good.  But I can do that on my own.

I have been home from my big adventure…Connie’s Big Adventure…for over a week now and I’m doing very well now.  Arriving home was really a bumpy ride and then I remembered one of Abraham’s (see side panel) favorite metaphors.  They say that traveling at 500 miles per hour in a jet plane at 30,000 feet can be an exhilarating ride…minus any turbulence.  I love it myself.  It’s peaceful and I feel sometimes very close to the Source of us all.

Then, if you take that same airplane and put it on the ground at 500 mph it’s going to be not so pleasant to say the least.  I realized that when I came home I was vibrating at a much different level in comparison to when I left home.  I had had lots of stimulation, interesting, amazing things to see, people to meet, stuff to do.  I was hummin’.  I really did feel myself vibrating at a high level…just going fast inside.  And on top of that we change every day.  We are literally not the same person from day to day.  We are vibrational beings and respond daily to what is around us and morph and change minute by minute. 

So, I come home 25 days a different person and on top of that am vibrating much faster that I was and…..BAM….the plane hits bumpy ground and I’m feeling exhausted, and a bit queasy besides, totally out of my orbit.  I felt like the self I came home with just didn’t belong in the loft that I had left.

Now I must say that this has happened to me every time I’ve gone on a major trip.  I have a crash landing of sorts and it takes me a few days to feel right again.  I’ve a vibrationally sensitive person and most people can identify with this in some way.  Coming home can be a downer to some extent.

But add to that that I’ve been growing like crazy this past year since I began writing here.  I’m mush more tuned in, tapped in, turned on as Abraham says and, given that, when there was a change in my flight pattern and I landed back at the Mother Ship I was really shown how much I had changed…how vibrationally sensitive I am, even more that before and I need to take that seriously.

In hind sight I don’t know what I could have done to prepare.  I suppose the biggest thing is to just know this about myself and be extra forgiving when I arrive back from traveling and give myself plenty of room to readjust and cut out the negative self talk!  Jesus, I can be hard on myself in an ugly way.  I can hear myself say,”what’s wrong with you, why are you not doing well,”  blah, blah.  Just back off, Connie, and give your vibrating self a break!

Thanks again for all of your positive comments!  It has given me a second wind to keep up with this.  I had felt like of like I was slakking but I was tired as well.  Some cool things may be beginning to pop this week.  Will keep you posted! 

With Love, Connie

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