Vision Keeping

October 24th,m 2010:  Waiting for…?

I’m taking waiting to a whole new level of being.  Waiting used to be a kind of biding my time.  Sometimes spinning my wheels.  Sometimes it feels like dead time and/or wasting time.  But waiting has always meant some kind of piddling away something prescious…time, money, resources, health…whatever.  Waiting doesn’t seem to have a good energy to it and also involves a rather impotent position, doesn’t it?

In the world according to Abraham (see side panel) reality as most seem to see it is what we see, taste, feel and smell.  Reality is, is, is,….so, so…REAL.  But not so say our friends Abraham.  We are vibrational beings and science has proven that the smallest particle of matter is thought.  Louise Hay, (see side panel) has always said, “change your thoughts, change your life.”  Thoughts, then, always precede manifestation.  Everything around us has been thought upon first.

SO, if everything that we see around us has come to us through thought then our thoughts about what we want are the real time reality and the manifested reality we see around us is actually past tense….isn’t that just a kicker!

Abraham also talks about “feeling forward.”  I love this concept.  I think about what it is that I’m wanting and I’m wanting a lot.  I want stuff, I want financial resources, I want satisfaction in doing for others, I want travel, and on and on.  So, all of these thoughts exist in a pre-manifestational Vortex as Abraham prefers to call it and we all have our own such Vortices.  The best thing we can do for ourselves is to match the vibration of what is in our Vortex.  So I think of what it will feel like to have the things I want for myself and how it will feel to have them.  And that does feel great!  In fact the more sure of myself I become and with the manifestation that has occurred so far I feel or rather I KNOW that what I want will manifest and I then “feel forward” to what is coming.  I feel “as if” I have everything I want. 

The Law of Attraction says That which is Like Unto Itself is Drawn.  And so if I can get my vibrational/emotional speed up to what it feels like to have what I’m wanting consistently then it MUST come.  Ask and it is given.  That is Universal Law as well.

So back to waiting…I feel “as if” and it feels really really good and then I take the ride of experiencing how the manifestation will play out.  When will it come, who will bring it, what will it look like?  That is where I’m taking the concept of waiting, elevating it to the stream of allowing life to unfold.  In fact, in that sense, waiting IS life.  We didn’t come to get it done.  We came to go on the journey, watch the movie, read the book, take a ride on the river, and enjoy the ride.  

So, waiting at its best is life itself.  That’s where I am these days and it can feel amazingly freeing and the best ride ever.

With love, Connie

October 18, 2010:  You get what you expect

I’ve never been on Map quest.  I know a lot of people use it.  It shouldn’t be that difficult if so many people use it, hey?  But I’m a technophobe…a Boomer.  I’m old on the scene.  I wasn’t born with the genes that allowed my 3 year old daughter to pick up a game boy and begin using it as I was lamely looking at the directions.  She just knew how it worked intuitively.  That’s a generation gap.

Another generation gap was probably that as a child in the late ’50’s I realized that Lassie wasn’t really in the box but some of my elders were wondering how she got in there.

So, I need directions to Evanston, IL and decide to get them from Map quest.  I must have spent a good 30 minutes to no avail…I didn’t use the right address, the thing was too slow, I started over again, I couldn’t get it to work and then I noticed something about signing in and then out of frustration, I signed off and walked away….fuck that shit….blah,blah.

It occurred to me last night that you get what you expect…that is we are vibrational beings and what we receive comes by way of the Law of Attraction…That which is like unto itself is drawn.  Well, I’m not likely to match up well with Map quest if I’m truly believing that I don’t know how to do it, I don’t want to do it and I don’t think I can do it.  Wa-la!  Perfect results.

So today I cleaned up my vibration and began again.  By cleaning up my vibration, I just thought about doing Map quest again and shifted how I felt about it from a negative experience to feeling really good about it and having success with it.

And I did!   We truly are so powerful it blows my mind.  Think of the implications.  Becoming responsible for your personal outcomes is both exciting and a bit scary.  More on that later.

With Love, Connie

October 11, 2010:  A plane going 500 mph….

Before I get to the plane I just want to say that I went through the comments to this blog.  For those of you who are enjoying this I thank you.  It really feels good to know that I’m actually giving someone something…and then I’ve gotten tons of xanax and oxycontin spam…I mean on and on and on!  At first I wondered what about me was attracting this?  You know the Law of Attraction…that which is like unto itself is drawn.  (See side panel with Jerry and Esther Hicks.)  Perhaps it’s my  active wish all  of the time to feel good.  But I can do that on my own.

I have been home from my big adventure…Connie’s Big Adventure…for over a week now and I’m doing very well now.  Arriving home was really a bumpy ride and then I remembered one of Abraham’s (see side panel) favorite metaphors.  They say that traveling at 500 miles per hour in a jet plane at 30,000 feet can be an exhilarating ride…minus any turbulence.  I love it myself.  It’s peaceful and I feel sometimes very close to the Source of us all.

Then, if you take that same airplane and put it on the ground at 500 mph it’s going to be not so pleasant to say the least.  I realized that when I came home I was vibrating at a much different level in comparison to when I left home.  I had had lots of stimulation, interesting, amazing things to see, people to meet, stuff to do.  I was hummin’.  I really did feel myself vibrating at a high level…just going fast inside.  And on top of that we change every day.  We are literally not the same person from day to day.  We are vibrational beings and respond daily to what is around us and morph and change minute by minute. 

So, I come home 25 days a different person and on top of that am vibrating much faster that I was and…..BAM….the plane hits bumpy ground and I’m feeling exhausted, and a bit queasy besides, totally out of my orbit.  I felt like the self I came home with just didn’t belong in the loft that I had left.

Now I must say that this has happened to me every time I’ve gone on a major trip.  I have a crash landing of sorts and it takes me a few days to feel right again.  I’ve a vibrationally sensitive person and most people can identify with this in some way.  Coming home can be a downer to some extent.

But add to that that I’ve been growing like crazy this past year since I began writing here.  I’m mush more tuned in, tapped in, turned on as Abraham says and, given that, when there was a change in my flight pattern and I landed back at the Mother Ship I was really shown how much I had changed…how vibrationally sensitive I am, even more that before and I need to take that seriously.

In hind sight I don’t know what I could have done to prepare.  I suppose the biggest thing is to just know this about myself and be extra forgiving when I arrive back from traveling and give myself plenty of room to readjust and cut out the negative self talk!  Jesus, I can be hard on myself in an ugly way.  I can hear myself say,”what’s wrong with you, why are you not doing well,”  blah, blah.  Just back off, Connie, and give your vibrating self a break!

Thanks again for all of your positive comments!  It has given me a second wind to keep up with this.  I had felt like of like I was slakking but I was tired as well.  Some cool things may be beginning to pop this week.  Will keep you posted! 

With Love, Connie