September 6, 2010:  Raise your Expectations

We get what we expect.  You mean I wanted that cancer?  You mean I wanted that car accident?  You mean I wanted that abusive relationship?  What you get may not be something you have verbally asked for but everything always does match your vibrations.  I was t-boned in a motorcycle accident about 10 years ago.  I certainly didn’t want that accident.  But in my vibration I was expecting it because a friend of mine told me I was going to be in an accident and she’s one of those people who “knows” things.  Also I was dealing with a potential law suit at work and a very nasty employee nightmare.  I had people who thought I was a very bad person even though in my mind I had done nothing but have integrity.  I carried that very heavily.  I was a victim vibrationally in a very painful way.

Then, BAM.  I’m in intensive care and have the summer off to sit in the sun and read 4 volumes of Harry Potter.  A mixed bag and looking back I canb see how I attracted that situation. 

We always attract what is in our vibration somewhere.  Disease is that way as well.  If we do not keep up with who we have become vibrationally, eventually that strain of the split in our vibration will manifest as disease.  This society is so believing that our bodies must fail us as we age and we will invariably go into a decline and probably have to get sick before we die that most of us do.  We believe in disease and so it is.  We get what we expect.

As I enter a new chapter in my life I’m becoming more clear about my expectations and setting them high.  I refuse to set them low so I won’t be disappointed…what a recipe for disappointment.  I feel my soul’s calling in the works and you bet I’m going to allow “it” to unfold as it will with the expectation that what will manifest will be far more than what I could even imagine.  I expect amazing things and will get them.  I don’t know from whom, or when, or where or how but that is not important.  All I have to do, as Louise Hay (see side panel) always said, is what is in front of me.  That’s what she did and she has built a publishing empire and had fun doing it just by doing what was in front of her.

Tomorrow I’m leaving on a road trip and I won’t be back until my money runs out or my desire runs out, whichever comes first and I have a sense it will be the money.  I will probably be back the last week in September and I’m very excited.  I’m packing and heading west with my far off destination being the north rim of the Grand Canyon.  I have no intinerary or time table, just a 2010 Rand McNally Road Atlas and my camping gear.  I can camp or stay at motels, whichever calls me at the moment.

I’m taking my laptop and intend to continue to write while traveling as long as I have Verizon coverage.  This trip really feels like the beginning of my new life.  A big adventure to begin yet a bigger adventure.  When I return home the fun really begins.  And all will be revealed.  I fully expect it.

With love, Connie

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