August 30, 2010:  Confirmation

I passed a test I didn’t know I was taking.  Yesterday I returned from a 4 day women’s weekend.  I was one of the presenters of the weekend and a participant as well.  I took a chunk of time to teach the group how to use the focus wheel.  I know I explained the focus wheel in a previous entry and I just looked back to see if I could spot it but I couldn’t find it so I will just have to explain it again but not today.

I use the focus wheel which is a process I got from Abraham (see side panel) to raise my energy level.  When I’m not feeling good it is an excellent way to get back on track.  Well, I taught it to the group and it was really an amazing experience for me.  Everyone was so interested mainly because we did some wheels in the group and they worked!   I asked people to bring up a situation, relationship, that causes them frustration, irritation or some level of negative feelings.

It was great to experience the energy shift in the individual while being in the group.  We had fun and several people wanted to work with me individually and that was great too.  It feels so good for me to be able to help someone actually experience the energy shift and feel much better in a short time.

It was confirmation that where I’m going with this in the fall is indeed something I am called to do.  I will speak more about what that is as it develops over the next weeks.  I want to work with individuals and help them feel better.  Period.

I also could hold to my high energy level in the group.  Of course this is a very positive group but I haven’t really had a road test of holding my own new found vibration with a group of people over several days.  In two particular situations it meant saying “no” to things the group leader wanted me to do.  Now that was a test!  The audacity of me saying “I ain’t doin’ it” and the best part was feeling quite okay about it.  No hand wringing, self doubt, whatever.  I felt very clear about what I needed and could state it without having to defend it.  That felt wonderful and very freeing.

There were a couple of people in the group who had been with me two years ago in the same retreat and they commented on how happy I seemed and much different from their experience of me prior to this.  So all this work shows as well.  I was not surprised but it was good to get the feed back.

So, all of this fed my soul and gave me some green lights about where I had thought about going this fall.  I look back to even when I began this website and the shift I have made is enormous…yet not difficult.  It just takes practice, that’s all.

As my new path takes shape I will keep you posted.  That’s what my intention has been all along…to tell the story of how the next chapter of my life emerges as I believed it would. 

With Love, Connie

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