July 25th, 2010:  A New Lens

I have taken a few days off from writing.  The Universe seemed to cooperate as I had to create a new password to the dashboard of this website and then promptly lost it after being so sure I was placing it in a protected place!

I have added a new daily practice to my routine and I can’t say enough about how it has helped.  I was in the right place to try something new as I was saying that times were a bit bumpy this past week.  BUT, I’ve finally tried a new process that Abraham (see side panel) has suggested.  I’ve asked myself why I did not do this sooner and I think it’s just the way it is with practically everyone.  Change is hard.  I thought I had tried it and gave up too soon.  I can remember trying it and because it didn’t reap spectacular results immediately I said screw it!

I think energy change can be like taking an herbal “medicine”.  It’s more gentle on your system so you don’t always see the dramatic results as with chemicals but after a few days/weeks the change can be dramatic.  So c’mon what is it!   Out with it!

If you look back on this site over the past months I’ve mentioned that mornings have been difficult for me for awhile…how about several years.  Mornings have varied from being okay to being something so bad I didn’t want to go to sleep at night.  Abraham has said that you will wake up with the same energy with which you went to sleep.  Now I didn’t think I went to sleep that afraid but I was still waking up afraid so I wasn’t sold.  It made sense to me in my head but didn’t seem to fit my situation.  “Well, I went to bed last night feeling pretty good and I wake up feeling crappy.” 

But I did try it a few months back.  I got myself into a good feeling place before I went to sleep and when I woke up I couldn’t feel an obvious change so I thought,  “well, it might work for some people but God knows I’m not ‘some people’ so I’m just stuck with myself…screwed again.”  I think that’s how it went.

Then about a week ago I finished a really good book I’d been reading at night and began a new one.  The new one is John Irving’s Widow for One Year.  Now I love John Irving but I had forgotten how his characters can be very sexually mixed up along with being depressed…not a good combination and my mood in the morning dipped as well.  I didn’t want John Irving’s messed up sexuality and depression invading my space.  At the same time I listened to an Abraham tape where they urged a very crabby- in- the- morning mother  to shift her vibration before she went to bed the night before.

Okay, Universe, I hear you loud and clear.  I put John Irving down and picked up Three Cups of Tea.  At the same time I did a focus wheel after Three cups and brought myself into the Vortex or feeling really good before sleep.  The next morning I did feel a shift…not a huge one but there was something different and so I did it the next night and the next night and the next night.  Now I can absolutely say that I’m waking up in the morning very ready to get in the Vortex and knowing that it is close.  I also feel like I DID GOOD!   Pat, pat, pat.

And I’m taking this energy into the day!  I’m a believer.  Try it and be gentle with yourself!

With Love, Connie

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