July 17th, 2010: What is Going Right

I last wrote on Tuesday and I’m feeling like I’m in a streak of contrast.  Or, I’m just not feeling that great.  Abraham (see side panel) says they want us to adore contrast because without it there would be no growth and if we didn’t have growth there would be no eternity.  It is contrast that brings on our wanting and our wanting is our vibrational expansion.  So…

I’m attempting to become more friendly with contrast and not be a “hater”.  Resisting contrast just pours fertilizer on it.  The more you think about it, the more you do not like it, the bigger it gets.  The hamster wheel goes faster.  So, today I’m attempting to relax into it and let it be.  At the same time I’m looking at all of the things that are going right with my life.  Which is nearly everything else.  When I began to think about how much is going right it did give me pause. 

I mean I’m healthy, I have a great car, a great place to live, my air conditioning is working even if it is warm/hot outside, my bff dog, Dudie is well and attentive and ever my social lubricant, downtown Milwaukee has activities during the summer that I have enjoyed, I’m planning a road trip for early September which should be an amazing adventure, my relationships are going well, I even think I may have begun to lose some weight which I have been wanting for some time.  So, I think I will put more of my emphasis on what IS working rather than how I’m feeling.  Even writing this paragraph has shifted my energy..

I’m sometimes amazed at how quickly energy can shift and it doesn’t take a giant shift to change the whole landscape.  A wise friend told me once that you can think of any human system, singular or plural as a pin ball machine.  The old fashioned kind.  Tipping a pin ball machine just a bit can change the entire game.  I’ve seen it happen in relationships and I’ve seen it happen with myself.

I believe I will continue to focus on just how much is going well with me.  Even though the worrisome hamster wheel is pulling, I will stay focused on what feels better.  That rather sounds like a no brainer to me.  Duh.

Y’all have a good weekend and stay cool.  With Love, Connie

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