July 6, 2010:  Boosted Up

I don’t do well in heat.  I’m Northern European in my bones, I guess.  Milwaukee is having a heat wave…for us it’s hovering around 90 degrees and it is not a dry heat, know what I mean?  We’re talking the interior of a lung.  But in ever putting a positive twist on the situation it is a chance to not allow conditions to control my mood.  I experience the contrast, take the bounce and expand to that me in a good feeling place just cool as shit!  Works for me.

But I digress from my title…”Boosted up”.   The other evening I was doing my evening meditation and was thinking about how it would feel to get my heart’s desire…or a particular piece of my heart’s desire.  Doesn’t matter what it is but just the feeling of what that wouldbe like in present tense to actually have that experience.  And it/I felt wonderful.  I was as if something internal racheted up my base line feelings, amped everything inside up a discernible notch. 

Now, I’ve had that experience before when I imagine something wonderful in the present tense and feel the emotions that go with that.  But in this case, the emotions didn’t return to my previous base line.  They stayed up.  It was amazing…like breathing straight oxygen.  The next day was the same and I was feeling so good but a bit wobbly on my new legs that I stayed close to home to just integrate the new set point.

Now, it’s kind of like I used to feel when I was young walking into a “beauty parlor” and having a whip lash from the neutralizer from permanents hit me.  After awhile I didn’t notice it.  That’s kind of like it is now.  I’m still amped up but I’m pretty used to it.

I believe I’m preparing for what is to come.  In order to allow my heart’s desire to manifest my own vibration must match the vibration of what is coming.  I must get up to speed with the vibration of my wanting and my Source just gave me a boost.  I have to say that this does feel great.  Abraham (see side panel) talks about this a great deal.  Being happy on the way.  Enthusiastic on the way.   On the way to the receiving of that which you have ask.

I believe I will look back on this particular spring and summer as some of the most joyful days of my life.

Stay cool, people.  With Love, Connie

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