May 21st, 2010:  My 100th Entry – A New Paradigm

This is it!  100 entries today.  And I think it deserves celebrating on my part.  Celebrating a new way of looking at life.  Paradigm shift is a bit dramatic but there is a bit of that.  I’ve certainly shifted the way I look at my life.    My perception of what is real has changed.

In my journey toward feeling very much better I’ve discovered two realities…the tangible reality we all see with our eyes and touch and smell and taste and worry about and enjoy.  And the intangible reality.  Abraham (see side panel) calls this intangible reality the Vortex of Creation where all of our dreams await our energetic alignment in order to manifest.  The better we feel we can allow what we have put in our Vortex of creation to emerge. 

The smallest particle of matter is thought.  This is becoming old news.  Thought is energy and all things are energy/thought before they manifest.   Now this is immensely huge and what I have come to embrace which has allowed me ultimate freedom and feeling much more joyful.  Our current in your face reality is really past tense in larger terms.  It has already manifested.   The real current reality is what is pulsing in your Vortex of Creation, where everything you want is waiting for you.  Waiting for you to align the way you are feeling, your current vibration, with the energy of your dreams.  I like that reality and have come to place my focus and faith in that reality because that is, in fact, the real reality, if you will.

What do you feel like when you think of having your heart’s desire?  What is your heart’s desire… a life partner, perfect health, your dream house, a ton of money, endless travel, a job that brings you joy?  When you think of having it how does that feel?  Get a sense of that feeling in your body.  It feels good, doesn’t it, sometimes like joy?  So, when you match your energy to the energy of your Vortex you are allowing what is in your Vortex to manifest.

Abraham laughs and says we want what we want because we think in the having of it we will feel better.  They say that the trick of getting what you want is to feel better first and then it will manifest.  They report that a lady once said to them that she didn’t think that Abraham really cared whether or not her lover came, they just wanted her to feel better.  And they said right you are!  Because when you feel good your lover MUST come.

Speaking of lovers coming I mentioned some time ago that I got a strong wonderful impulse to enroll in Match.com.  I promised myself I would only do what I felt inspired to do and this was one of those things.  Well, minimally I’ve had fun with it.  I wasn’t expecting anything to come of it but there’s always the possiblity.  In the past month I’ve been feeling better than I have in memory, and maintaining myself more in the Vortex which has been an amazing feeling.  I got a “hit” on Match that looks promising and…time will tell but I note that it took the feeling better to come first.

Feeling better has also allowed new ideas to emerge about my future.  I’m taking a road trip to the Grand Canyon in September.  I’ve always wanted to go and I felt inspired to make plans.  The better it gets the better it gets.  I trust that living in the Vortex as much as possible will bring me better possibilities and results than I can dream up on my own.

To the Vortex!  Love, Connie

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