February 16th, 2010:  OMG  Oprah!

I have 24 hours to get my ass to Chicago to be in a taping of the Oprah Show.  God, the drama never ends around that show!  I’ve been trying to get tickets and it’s just been this roller coaster ride and just when I was about to say, Fuck You Bitch, up pops an email saying  you and your guests have 5 minutes to get yourselves to the studio. 

I called a friend who is going with my daughter and me and there is complete silence on the other end of the line.  Like now we have PTSD from the whole thing.  I said, Linda, are you there?  She said…yeeesss!

All my daughter said was, good, you’re paying!!

I have truly manifested something I was needing and I really had asked my Source this morning to help me TODAY.  Now I have something to focus my brains on which will be fun and keep myself off of that hamster wheel in my mind.  OMG, what to wear!

I have to go to my therapy appointment now.  I almost feel like it’s a rip off because I’m in Oprah overdrive and can’t really focus on my pain.  Maybe I can ask for half price since she won’t have to work so hard or we could get into a deep discussion about why I won’t wear a dress to see Oprah or for anyone for that matter.   That could reap some grist for the mill.

I’ll be in Chicago tomorrow night, the taping is on Thursday and I’ll be back that evening.  I know it will be hard for you without my guidance…be brave.

With Love, Connie