January 25th, 2010:  I need help!

I have just momentarily lost it!  For years I’ve been trying to get tickets to the Oprah Show.  Last week I went on line and discovered the window was open for all of February’s tapings.  So, I applied for all 22 tapings.

I just opened my email and discovered that my request was accepted!  Yes!!  Except that the deadline for confimation was this morning at 9 a.m.  OMG!!!  I”m in shock and emailed them directly.  They sent out the confirmation on Saturday afternoon.  I had already checked my email.  In the confirmation email they said that I had 42 hours to respond, which was not explained when placing my request.  Nor did they say they worked on the damn weekends.  Don’t those people ever go home?  I was not expecting to hear from them until tomorrow at the earliest.  Shit.

I am devastated and all my ability at the current moment to use all of my wonderful tools to feel better has flown out the window.  I just want to cry and pound my fist on something.

I promised myself I would make an entry today because I wanted to and wanted to do it before going to bed.  The entry was about a tool to feel better but I think I just want to feel pissed off for a minute or two.

Besides you know I’m human too and sometimes there is just nothing to do but let the feelings pass before I can move on.

Send some good thoughts to Harpo for me!

With Love, Connie

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