December 29th, 2009:  Deliberate Creation

For 60 years I lived in a  reality that says that what is all around us, that solid, tangible stuff that looks so real, is all there is.  I remember in my early adulthood in the 60’s and 70’s that the Buddhist’s believe that life is an illusion.  At some level that had some credence for me but I could not elaborate.

Then along come people like Louise Hay and the teachers called Abraham just to mention a few who say that we are energetic beings.  Quantum physics explains that the smallest molecule of matter is thought and your thoughts can change matter.  Now this is getting really interesting.

There was a Japanese Scientist, I believe, who did a very important experiment with water.  He set up several separate, large vats of water all from the same source and labeled them with different emotions like anger, joy, etc. and placed these vats in a public place.  After a period of time the water was examined and the molecular structure in the separate vats had changed after their exposure to thousands of people looking at the emotional labels on the water.

Think of the implications for humans.  We are roughly 80% water or somewhere close to that.  We tend to allow circumstances around us dictate how we feel and not think too much about it.   And this allowing of ourselves to be pulled this way and that way because of outside circumstances in turn drives our “creating by default”.

Our thoughts create our reality and since I’ve come to know that I’ve also come to appreciate my ability to focus my thoughts where I want them to be…where I can feel the best.  And when I don’t feel good, I can reach for a better feeling thought that allows me to feel better.

Knowing we’re vibrational has also given me a much more fluid and changing feeling about our so-called reality.   Just because something is “real” doesn’t mean it deserves my attention.  Just because it’s real, it need not infringe on me unless I give my attention to it.  And just because what I’m feeling in the present moment isn’t so hot does not mean that it won’t change in the next hour, minute.

So, every morning of trying to get some traction emotionally I look for a better feeling thought and ask for Guidance.  This morning I was reminded that we are Source energy and we have chosen to put this energy into physical form on this planet for awhile.  I thought about my mother who made her transition back to non physical in 2004 at the age of 94 and a close friend of mine who made his transition at the age of 33 just two years ago.

Their energy is available to me.  Just because someone has passed on does not mean they are gone…indeed they can be more fully present in energy form…if one can allow that energy.  So I thought of my mother and my friend in their purest non-physical form which is love and I imagined them close to me and relaxed into that thought and those feelings and I felt an expansion and a comfort that was very helpful.  And I want to continue to explore this connection. 

We all have this resource available to us.  I need it now.

With Love, Connie

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