November 30, 2009:  Telling a new story

 If you don’t like your current situation then you better start telling a new story.  We are vibrational beings and the Universe doesn’t understand lack.  There is only one current of Well Being/Love that flows.  So if you are broke and want more money and send messages of “I want more money” but your feeling or vibration behind that is “I have no money” then the universe will give you “no money”.  It only registers the vibration you are feeling/sending

 So, if I want to feel better I cannot get there by focusing on what doesn’t feel good.  You get what you focus upon wanted or not.  Haven’t you noticed how complainers just get worse with age until they begin to actually look rather mean and unhappy and prune like.  Happy people age more gracefully.  I vote for that.

 If I want a different reality then I can’t just look at what I’ve got and feel badly.  So I’ve begun to stretch my eyes and brains to the horizon and beyond.  What do I want?  What do I want today?  What do I want in 6 months, in a year?  Well, I don’t want to wake every morning crying and feeling afraid.  Good.  But focusing on what is not wanted is still re-creating the same old, unwanted energy.

What I do want is to wake up feeling positive about my day.  Before I go to bed I get a picture of that in my head and I journal about what I’d like that to look like the night before.

 Still I wake up crying and afraid.  But, and this is a big but, I can feel a shift in my energy in the morning.  Since I realized my morning shtick is a primary need for connection I am moving ahead in my day more readily.  It takes me less time to literally move me out of my wake up mode. 

 Plus now I have some context about my current situation, my emotional self map, whatever.  I’m noticing I feel a lot steadier in the day time.  I would say that this is definitely progress.

 Today I actually had the ability to look out ahead of me in the coming year and see a different story with some knowing it is going to happen.  What “it” is I’m not sure but I don’t have to know.  I trust the Universe, Source, God, to know what is to be my next step and I’m beginning to have more confidence that “it” will emerge.

Launching this blog is a big step.  I have no idea where this will take me but doing this has already had benefits for me.  I’m able to focus my thoughts and energy more sharply than journal writing would have me do and I’m creating something I would not have thought possible months ago.  I’m telling a new story.

 Some of the ideas I’m expressing in this blog are from a curriculum which I have written and have used with the women and staff where I had been working as Executive Director.  The curriculum is entitled, Awake and Inspired:  Creating the Life You Want.  I realized that my current situation is the perfect way to live what I teach, to tell a new story.  Can I really create my heart’s desire like I kept telling everyone?   Put your money where your mouth is, Miss Thang.  (More information about the curriculum will be posted on the blog in the coming weeks.)

 My new story includes a lot more than being able to get up in the morning with a happy face on.  Although that is an excellent start.  Feeling good is the basis of creating what is wanted.  If I’m feeling good I’m thinking thoughts that make me happy and doing things that are pleasing and that truly is the basis of positive creation.

 My new story includes finding something to do about which I feel passionate.  It includes financial abundance, a life partner who shares my views and with whom I can co-create, and feeling confident, eager, healthy and excited about my life and my next creation.

 Right now I’m trusting that over the next weeks and months my life will begin to take the shape of my new story and I’m really curious to see what that will be like.  Today having a knowing feeling about good things to come is so wonderful.  And I have created this!

With Love, Connie

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