February 6th, 2010:  Embracing Contrast?

Abraham (see side bar reference) calls what we do not like in our world, contrast.  They (the teachers called Abraham) say that we create from contrast and that without contrast there would be no eternity because there would be no new creations.

Sometimes I feel like I just want to spend the rest of my life on a beach but then I realize that may get boring.  In fact, I went to Tahiti last year and our guide was saying the people that lived on the remote islands who woke up to the same beauty every day without much interruption have a difficult time keeping their sanity.  They often turn to alcohol.  She said you had to be really “zen”, her word, to be able to cope with the uninterrupted sameness even if it is beautiful.

So, after having the best string of days consistently feeling a freedom I’ve never felt before, except perhaps in childhood, I’m feeling some contrast.  Contrast in my case is feeling anxious and frustrated and impatient and doubting.

I must remind myself that in these moments I am actually creating more of that which I’m wanting.  Back to Abraham again…when we are experiencing something not wanted we automatically “shoot rockets of desire” , their words, for that which we are wanting.  So, in this case, while I’m feeling anxious and frustrated, I’m creating a future in which I’m feeling much better.  So I’m constantly creating a vibrational future every day from contrast and my Source in answering by amassing this future for me in what Abraham calls “vibrational escrow” waiting for me “allow” that vibrational escrow to manifest.  That’s why when we go through bad patches in the road, when we emerge we feel better than when we began the journey. 

And it seems like the worse the situation, the better we feel when we find our way home again.  We have created that better future by vibrationally shooting it out ahead of us and then finally catching up.  We are constantly growing, expanding beings.  That is our nature.

I must remember this when I’m feeling frustrated and anxious.  I’m just creating an even better tomorrow for myself.  And it very well could be tomorrow.  At least I know I’m not wasting my time.  I’m creating for God’s sake…literally.

With love, Connie